Hayden is so a momma's boy!!! I know that babies love to be held and cuddled but I think Hayden is being such a "baby" about being a baby!! I love to cuddle with him and hold him but when mommy needs "mommy time" he somehow knows and always starts crying when I leave him even though he'll be totally asleep. When he was first born and even a few weeks ago I would feel guilty when I was on the treadmill and would hear him cry so then I would stop and hold him. Well not anymore, I've learned that it's ok for him to cry and it's not gonna kill him to do so for 30 minutes. Plus he's in the other room and I can't hear him anyway, which is why I would feel guilty is because I could hear him. So long as he's being held or can see someone's face he's fine. Hopefully he'll learn to be okay with not being held all the time. I know they'll come a time when he won't want to cuddle with me and i'll miss those times, but it's so hard sometimes. Hayden has started (and I say this very cautiously) sleeping from 12:30am till almost 7am the last few days. I hope that he'll catch on quickly that he's a big boy and can so just fine sleeping thru the night. Plus with mommy going back to work very soon she'll need all the sleep she can get.
